Undersong
In wonderment I walk to music pouring Out of so dark a source it makes no sound: Not waterfalls, not wind, not eagles soaring On wings that whistle insult to the ground; Not insect whine at which the flower rejoices; Not instruments, not voices; Not, taciturn, those numbers where they wheel While the fixed stars, creation's counterpoises, sing in deep throats a song of commonweal More ancient than mankind, than beast or bird Coeval with the Word: No, none of these is what I overhear In wonderment, in walking every day. A harmony more hidden, as midway Of the whole world it hums, and yet more near, More secret in my ear, Keeps coming to me, coming, and I know As long as I go forth it shall be so. Each day I walk in is made slyly one By symmetries whose names I never seek. For if I did, and found them, and were done With listening, with looking, and could speak Love's language with the subtlety they do, It might no more be true. For it is music's language, meant to please No mind except its own, and if I too Attempted it the melody would cease; As birds do in the forest if a foot Too suddenly is put On pathways saved for silence, or for such Plumed echoes as are proper to the place. The music is not mine in any case; I opnly let it come, by sight, by touch, As often as by hearing; though the ghost Of sound is innermost; And mightiest, as if the great one there Had burst his heart and scattered it in air. Down it falls, that wild unfigured tune Which nevertheless reorders all my earth. I walk, and every acre is bestrewn With witnesses of morning in slow birth, And of the sky's contentment that things be Just as they are to see. Different were deadly, something sings In a low voice as of a leafy tree Preoccupied with shade, and two sure wings That aim at it to enter by and by When the half-day shall die, And perfect sunlight shall hang due above Like a dark lantern swinging. Something says, Barely aloud, in less than sentences: Just as they are, together in their love, The whirlwind, the dove, The contraries. Listen. That rough chord: It is his breathing, it is our overlord. In times of tempest when disorder seems Order itself, the very rule of motion, And moaning as they bend, the trees and streams, In horror at their own perverse devotion To chaos come alive, strain not to shatter Form, and the first matter Of which all possibility was made; But then the roar increases, and winds batter Winds above the world as fields are flayed And savage grasses, blowing, strip the bones Even of sunk stones; In times of tumult when the lines should snap That lead like silk from note to kissing note, And the sweet song should strangle in the throat, There it still is, miles above thunderclap, As audible as when on halcyon days It mastered the same ways; Compounded of all tones, including these Of stricken ground and hideous green seas. And if there be those who would mock me, saying "Music? None is here save in your head; Noises, yes, delectable, dismaying, But not in measure, as if more were said Than owls and larks will tell you, or mad crows, Or the wind-ravished rose, Or human chatter, changeless year by year;" Then soberly I say to such as those: The sound is one, and is not sinister. It is an honest music through and through. And so the chatter, too, And so the silences that wait sometimes Like a tired giant thinking, so they all Return and go, then come again and fall, Evenly, unevenly, as rhymes Rival the pure chimes Of never-ending truth, that for so long Has sung to such as me this undersong.